Kevin

After looking back at our blog it's hard to believe that I haven't updated it for over a month.  It's also extremely hard to believe what has happened in our life since.  For the past two weeks we have been trying to figure out and understand something that we need to learn we will never fully understand.  Losing Kevin has caused a huge piece of our world to be gone...forever.  Tessa and Nolan loved him.  Derek trusted, looked up to, and loved him.  Everyone that had ever been around him did.  Quiet, calm, nonjudgmental, generous beyond generous, kind, intriguing, so talented in so many ways.  That's Kevin.  It's all so hard to believe.  It feels as if we are still going to wake up from this crazy nightmare that has been haunting us for too long and life will be put back together for us.  He will be greatly missed.  If only he would have known just how much before he left us.  If nothing else, it's another reminder to enjoy the little things.  Life is a crazy ride and it's about enjoying the ride while we are here.  Kev, we all miss you so much.